1. Failing. At Life. It’s become a fear over the years because I have always struggled to survive on my own. I am horrible at money management. I am horrible at choosing jobs which allow me to make good amounts of money. Who doesn’t have the fear of Failing?
2. Ladders. I have no idea where my fear of them came from. I just really really really hate climbing up and down them. It’s gotten better over the years. I’m not afraid of heights. I’ll go up janky staircases. I remember being on a Mission Trip with my high school and were were in NM at these caves. Part of the tour was climbing up these huge ladders. I was shaking the whole way up. When we got to the top I wanted to die.
Again - I have no idea where the fear came from.
3. Being alone. I guess this goes along with failing at life. I’m not one of those gals that always has to have a significant other. I’ve been single more of my life than in couplehood. But the thought of never finding a person to share my life with scares me. I’ve always wanted a family. It’s part of who I am. And not finding a person to fill that dream with is scary.
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