One Year

It's been one year.
One year ago I said goodbye to the city of good neighbors
boarded a plane
and made my way back to california.

one year ago

I miss

• the freedom of watching what I want, when I want


• dancing in the middle of my living room


• not closing the bathroom door in the middle of the night


• buying food and being the only one who eats it


• enjoying a city


• feeling more in control


• having people


• eating at Nicks Place


• just doing things, no questions asked


• just being

I Want To:

go camping this summer. I never was fond of it when I was younger, not that I did a lot of camping....only in Girl Scouts. But I walk down the aisles full of tents and camping gear and I want to go. a couple of friends to go along with would be nice.

go to the rodeo. I haven't been since I was in the 4th grade. Which is sort of odd since there's one here in Santa Maria every June. Granted when I was younger I was at the mercy of my mom who I don't think was a fan. I think it would be fun to go again.

travel more. honestly. I think moving back has made me slightly sheltered again. now I have a car, so I don't have an excuse right? where should I travel to though.
i'm thinkin vegas....or maybe somewhere closer

find people. how do you do this when you're almost late twenty something and not in school?
crafting group...are there any around and how do I find them?

get organized. I pretend to be, but man alive my room is a disaster. i'm just not motivated....I miss having space.

be a better saver. hmmm...yeah. I suck at saving, budgeting, not spending money when I'm not supposed to.

move into my own place. that goes with being a better saver though I suppose. well, that and I've got to get my new job groove on and get more money in my bank account.

visit my people in Buffalo. It's almost been a year! I miss them!

be happy